The semester come to the end.
Before it began, I though nothing special will be happen.
But, in this 150days, I had experience and gone through much a lot if compared the last 18years.
I won't forget what had happens.
Lesson: Life's Unpredictable.
I need the time to think about the future and how's the life can going on.
Bye to my Unforgetable semester and everyone..
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It's the time
It's no time for me to think about it in last 60days.
Now, it's come to the junction.
No matter what the decision made or chose which option,
these sure will affect the next 1 day or 1 week or 1 month or 1 year or 1 decade or whole life.....
I need sometime to rest the mind and seriously to face all the problem.
Please forgive my naive and weak, but I hope I can keep stay stronger
since the Life's not giving any chances to us to stay weak.
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浴火重生
当你越是靠近完美，老天却总是让你离美好越远。
这就是人生，没有完美的一百分，
只有剩下安慰人的八十分...
算算日子快过了40天，
难过伤心是无法避免的，
但是终需学会坚强，却无法漠视悲伤，
因为我的世界始终缺少了最重要的那部分了...
留待的只是心里无法释怀的悲伤和遗憾，
一年两年十年二十年，那都是带不走的，
因为我根本没想过，也不舍得放下，即使让我受尽艰辛，
我也坚持永远记在心里...
阿爸走的那几天一定是我人生里永永远远无法忘记的，
每一幕画面都历历在目，每时每刻我都会想起，
那时的一分一秒都在我脑海里深深地刻下印记...
我永远记得 自己心里在灵堂前许下的承诺，
即使到了今天，那个感觉没有一分一毫的减轻...
我知道从那刻起, 不管我愿不愿意，
我必须把所有自己的责任往肩上扛了,
自己的生活，自己的未来，自己的人生，
那一切都得自己负责了... 自己了...
自己人生要怎样就必须要靠自己的双手了，
那已经不是别人能为你做的了...
这40天，我完全失去了动力，
我想了很多很多的东西，
以前我没想到过却突然明白了，
原来还有很多很多我不明白的事原来是这样，
尤其是前面的几个星期，
好像是过了十年一样久...
自己的工作都几乎荒废了，
根本没有心去理，心好像是满满一样，
无法像从前一样往前不断地冲冲冲...
距离期末考还有12天，
我几乎根本还没有做好准备，
以往的我几乎都不会想到 会如此放任自己...
经过那么多事，我不知道自己已经完全恢复了吗..
但是我却突然凝聚了所有的力气，
因为我知道这12天对我来说是非常重要。
即使0.01% 的机会，那就是还有希望，
我是永远永远不会放弃的!!!
I Will Never Give Up!
那就是我的信仰，我的信心...
我绝对会带着光荣回归！
凤凰总是从灰烬中浴火重生，
逆风中散发更耀眼更灿烂的光芒~
I Miss You
I miss your smile...
And i still a shed a tear once in a while....
And even though it's different now...
You're here still somehow...
My heart wouldn't let you go
And i need you to know...I miss you...
sha-la-la-la-la~ I miss you~
By Miley Cyrus
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Suddenly i fall in love with this song!
The lyrics quite nice one! haha~
This weeks suddenly full with assignment and works,
the schedule are fully covered with many many task point...
I just wish that i can fast fast cut finish those task
and let the schedule full with the red ink tick!
The Mood maybe start to climb up since i do the decision already. (^^)
Tomorrow is Tuesday! the second day of a week,
and the most tired day for me in every week...
Wish me have another lucky Tuesday! wakakaka~
"Wall is not an obstacle to stop You move forward.
But, it's used to show why You will be SUCCESS and how FAILURE of the rest! "
*quote by Prof Randy Paush and shared by my lovely BRO Vegas.
(*next post title: Lousy UM students...>< )
Hi! My New World ^^
WOW !! You all must feel shocks when you see my blog new layout.^^
I really like this new theme and song very much,
it makes the blog look like very young and fresh ya~ haha~
"CANTIK SEKALI~~ " :P
As you all know that, i just finish the most terrible and disastrous two weeks in my this semester. I really feel extremely relax while i finish the Electronic Device paper. But, the stupid careless mistake make feel quite down for a couple minutes after i submit the paper to Dr. Omar. ><
BUT, that's just spend my few minutes only. Because after that, we straight away go to celebrate for the ends of all the midterm papers. YAHOOOOOOO.................... (^^)
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Erm....
Once this week end, i just left 1 final assignments, 1 small assignment, 1 small presentation, 1 final presentation and i final tern paper work...
You all must feel weird about why i feel so HIGH although i have so MANY MANY works. but, we have another 4 weeks to do it... if compared to the last 2 weeks, it really quite quite quite extremely EASY la!!!!!!!!!!!! (^^)
Quote from EE Deisler Tai,
" Why this semester all the small small tests look like the final exam?? "
BUT, i will try my best to do it. Although i might no did well in all of these last mid tern papers, it is useless to blame and keep thinking about the mistake. It's not the time to keep complain. If we feel guilty, we should try our best to improve it. This is what i though and keep my spirit up
during the toughest time... :)
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Actually, near the end of Hari Raya Holidays, i fall sick already and i will collapse during these two weeks. But, luckily i had stand until the last. That is a good sign for it. I though the sick wont recover so fast and bring much effects to me. Thanks Gods for let me still survive after that 2 weeks. But, the sick wont be recover so fast.. But, i will try my best to forget it....
Thanks for the caring and concern from my dearest sis Jenny and bro Vegas.
Thanks for the caring and the helps from my lovely buddy, Choon Sean and Voon Yee.
And also thanks for my roomate, Alex and buddy HoeSiang Chiong. :)
and the last i still thanks to the helps from my coursemates and TELE seniors. ^^
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This weekends i really want to relax although the homeworks still look alike a Mountain ALPS. But, i want to calm down my mind because since this semester, except for the first two weeks, even during the 2 weeks of midsems break, we also cannot rest well due to worrying about the disastrous period.
Yeah! i will feel very excited when i am thinking my final exam will be start at the beginning of December. We will gonna have one month of " STUDY WEEK" !! ^^
*p/s: i more prefer call it as STUDY MONTH instead of study week~ haha~
But, i will slowly to plan it since i have two months to study and prepare it slowly. I should use it wisely~ if not, it will be make you extremely guilty and dissapointed. I dun wan the stupid feeling ya~ So, i better be alert to it ~ hahaha~
Another new discover is the TIME is flexible. Recently, i learn how to have a good time management. If you are well in time management and the time planning, you will have 48 hours in one day instead of 24 hours. It is kinda AMAZING ya!!! (^^)
and i change the FB name, profile and picture setting. I also change the layout at here. I really want a fresh start since my world is different already. The life wouldn't be stop due to one person. So, i wanna change everything to new, include the lifestyle, learning style, working style, dream, and everything i have. Even i try to write the blog and FB status in English.
IT IS NEW to ME ! ^^
" I hate the feeling of being loser! Once i want to get back what i had lost,
the price for you to paid back is DOUBLE ! Because We deserve it!!! "
病历表
心情： 低落
原因： 很多事情都失败了...
行动： 一动也不动地坐着
解决办法： 让我马上睡觉就好了
愿望： 让我顺顺利利过完这个星期就好
病情的详细情况：
好想好想哭！但是发现原来很早以前就没有了眼泪...
原来习惯了的生活都是梦一场，梦醒时分已经没有了痛苦，
只剩下生活的苦涩...
什么都失败，
一整个学期都失败，
时光匆匆地溜走，
留下的只是一片留待填补的空白...
药方：
这个病很久很久才会好，
无药可治，无病例可循，
让他自己增强免疫力，
自怨自艾吧...
中秋 月圆 情圆 人团圆...
从前，常听妈咪的幼儿园的小孩唱这首歌。月亮圆...月亮圆... 月亮照在我的家...
我家那条街每家每户都还会像以前一样挂满灯笼吗？大家都会提灯笼去走街看灯海吗？
好有家的味道... 突然好想回到小镇去看灯海... 去听小孩唱歌.... 太久没在家过中秋了...
好想念以前的我，
好笨好傻，没有烦这个烦那个的苦，
那时的我心情也没有那么烦躁起伏不定，
也没那么凶巴巴的...
想念那个从前的中秋，
想念记忆中的那个家乡，
想念以前的朋友，兄弟，阿哥阿姐老爸妈咪...
好像回到以前大家一起过中秋的时候，
想念还是乡下简单的我和属于那片属于我的土地和天空...
让我的心飞回去团圆吧~
听小孩唱歌，
提灯笼走街看灯海，
拿着一节一节的蜡烛装饰我家前庭院...
呼吸同样的空气，
闻着家的味道。
每个人心中永远有不同的 最美的月亮，
因为唯有从家里那个角度看见的月，
那才会是最美的月亮... :)
中秋节快乐!
Fun Holidays~
it is damn busy if compared to before. This called horrible and disastrous course!!! T.T
but, by applying the belief of " TELE is Free ! "
i still have a lot of fun with friends and my family~ \(^_^)/
Outing for celebrate Celine XiaoZhu's Birthday~
Farewell Party for Jiun Haur~
Vinc, AhBa KangFuh, William Bro, Ping Gege, Jiun Haur...
All frienz ( for Jiun Haur Farewell Party)
Malacca Outing with frienz
KhiPin, Witty, XueFang, Cathy, Jiun Haur, WanLing, Celine XiaoZhu
( and photographer Yeng Leng~ :P)
my cousin Wilson's Wedding
my lengzai and lengnoi cousins take photo together with me~
my tall tall younger cousin, Estee
(when i become so ...@.@)
All my dear cousins~
Cathy, Debbie, Vivien, Cafelyn ,Vidia
Cathy and me
Thanks to God, let me enjoy a happy holiday week.
But, i wonder when i should start my those workssssss..... (=.=)
转变
最近，我见到了几位久违的中学朋友，
发现竟然有一个竟然认不得我了！><
我有老酱快嘛！(-.-||)
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这就让我想起了这个词－－转变！
近两三年，我的确尝试了不少多东西，
但是坦白地说我也错过了不少事～
哈哈～
成功过的事，我不会再提起，
失败过的事，也不会再提起，
唯有那些让我保有美好回忆的事，
我会偶尔拿出来想想～
人嘛～ 我已经发觉人只会往前看，
那些发生过的事唯一的用途
也只是提醒自己别再犯了～
而未来嘛，是在前面，
不是存在你后面。
朋友，所以别往后看哦！哈哈哈～
但是我也渐渐摸索到了些些人生轨迹～
我已不再茫然，也不再不知所措，
因为我大略知道自己想干嘛了～
哈哈～ ^^
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以前，
人们常说我很忧郁，
我慢慢观察慢慢思考．．．
有人说我开朗了许多，
哈～ 有嘛？
其实我发现最近很多人都心情不好，
以前我都没有注意到的。
其实不是我不会不开心了，
而是我发现没有办法去避免它，
那就不如，
我会让自己赶快一次过不开心个够，
发泄完了接下来赶快专注工作了～
哈哈～
所以， 有很多人说我情绪化，
其实很多事我一早就决定好了，
只是凭那感觉说出来罢了～
既然说了出来，
那就不会后悔了。
因为有些事我有所坚持，
有些事既然做了，
我就不会再更改决定了。
这也是这几年所学到的转变，
有些事总该有些担当的～ :)
转变，有好也有坏，
但是唯有转变才能进步．．．
事情是这样，
人也是这样，
国家也更是如此．．．
短短的假期
很久没在凌晨写blog了...
忙得有点透不过气，
忙得有点不知所云，
忙得不懂都在忙些什么~
唉~但日子还是过得好快，
半个学期就这样过了...
8个星期不长不短，
但是却发生了很多事，
但明明没有新人走进我的生活，
有的是旧人慢慢淡出了去~
不了解的事越来越多，
想了解的事却越拉越少。
过得一天却又不会期待着明天的到来，
双眼里看得见的只是眼前不断出来的难题，
双手已经分不出来拆借额外的问题...
能了解彼此的人又有几个，
能明白彼此的人又有哪几个，
恐怕会去明白和了解的人更是少之又少...
有点累了，对于梦想带来的负担，
我只有苦苦咬紧牙根闯过去，
对于某些事，我觉得越来越无力，
无力到越来越沉默，
这条漫漫长路越来越蜿蜒~
两个星期好像回家特勤般，
扛了好大一堆书回家，
因为开学一回来第一个星期
有那么考试和assignment 和 presentation...
有点累...
功课表
9月20日 moral midsems test
9月21日 electronic device midsems test
9月21日 electronic circuit 2 midsems test
9月23日 english presentation
9月24日 circuit analysis 2
9月27日 ODE assignment
9月29日 ODE midsems test
又要开始头痛了...><
祝我好运吧~ :)
Stand Up ~ Sit down~
马来西亚人民啊！
如果你不做改变，
那你就静静坐着，
如果想要改变，
那你就该站起来！
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政府可以花那么多钱建那么多建筑物，
为什么就不能提供更好的教育机会给人民？
政府明知那些都是三岁小孩都懂的错误，
为什么就是不去纠正不去改变？
政府明知道一直这样下去马来西亚就没有了明天，
但是为什么还是不能毅然拨乱返正呢？
那一切一切只因为 1 Malaysia!
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其实基本上全民，
甚至他们本身民族青年都知错误在哪里了？
但是大致上也只有两条路选，
一是他们继续为一己私利迫害牺牲未来，
另一是他们为了未来甘心改变～
往往只要是人，
都会选择第一条路走吧～
Stand Up?
Sit Down?
Depends on U?
Malaysia~
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